Wishing on a Star.......................

Star light,
Star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Have the wish, I wish tonight.


{{squeezing eyes shut, crossing fingers}}


I wish the pain would stop.
He sits across the street in the morning on the porch having coffee, with her,
He sits across the street at night partying, with her,
I sit here feeling like I may blow lunch, or breakfast, or dinner,
I look into those little eyes and see confusion, sadness and pain,
It makes me hate him,
And then it STILL hurts.